Death

It seems like the past couple of weeks have been so tragic. I know several people who have been in killed in tragic accidents, and it has had me thinking. Thinking about the what ifs, and so much other stuff.
The one that is bothering me the most is the loss of a very good friend's ex husband. Yes, I said ex. They were married for years, and while I will not blast her person business, I will just simply say that she went through hell with this man. She already had a son when they got together, and he loved that little boy as his own. It is the only dad that boy has ever known. Her son was named after HIM, and they later had 3 beautiful girls together.
When she got the courage to divorce him, it wasn't because she didn't love him anymore. Not at all. In fact, she still loves him, and right now she is devastated, and not only mourning the loss of the father of her children, but a lover and long time friend.
He also was engaged to be remarried in June and has 2 more little boys. My heart hurts for his girlfriend, and those two other babies as well. What is bothering me right now is that there is all this talk on Facebook about donating money to help the girlfriend and their 2 boys out, but nobody is saying shit about my friend and their 4 kids! This bothers the hell out of me, yet I know it is none of my business. I am smart enough to know that death brings out the worst in so many people, and people become greedy. It is crazy.
Like I said, my friend is devastated and she is not wanting to talk to anybody. I am very worried about her.
Please keep this family not named in your prayers!

Before and after

Here is a before and after....a year later...from my gastric sleeve surgery. Almost 100 pounds gone! I'm super excited, yet I still want to drop about 20 pounds, and then I will be going to the plastic surgeon!

Kolton's Cake Smash

I went and took pictures for my pseudo grand baby, Kolton. He was not real pleased with having his pictures taken, but out of 145 shots, I did manage to get like 24 great shots...or at least I think they are great.

I suck at keeping up with this thing now.

So, I have the blogger app on my phone, and I start blogs all the time, but never finish them so I just delete the draft and tell myself, "Oh, I will write another one soon" and it never happens.
I have tons of shit to write about, but I have fucktards that read my shit, and I wish I could block them, yet don't really know how, but at the same time, I couldn't give a shit less what they think about what I write.
I know that I have said it countless times, but I am really trying to make more of an effort to keep up with this. I would say I would try to do at least one post a day, but that probably isn't really going to happen, so I will say at least once a week. Maybe sometimes more, but....

So much has been going on lately, yet right this moment all I can think about is that my baby is becoming a young woman...or has? She started her period for the very first time last night while she was at her dads house, and she didn't tell anybody, so she had to call me from school this morning and of course I went and picked her up and she spent the day with me :-) Ugh, am I really ready for this shit?!?!? Two kids with raging hormones....HELP ME!!!!