Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Inquiring minds

I am sure that I have fucked up by posting something on Facebook about the matter than I am about to go into full detail about. I have gone into detail a little in a previous post, but there is more...

Sorry, but I am just going to put people on blast because it will make this post a whole lot easier.

Back on May 5, 2014 while at a softball game, I received a phone call from Alex, who is like my niece. She informed me that she had had a conversation with Joni, her mother, and that Joni had told her that some sexual stuff had been going on between Rachel, her 15 year old sister, and Jason, who is Joni's 40 year old boyfriend. Alex, who lives in Austin with her Aunt Debbie, told me that they had already called the state CPS hotline and reported it, and that the local police knew and would be going out to the home and doing an investigation...which, it is now July 15th, and they are STILL doing their investigation, and no arrests have been made on the criminal aspect of this case. Joni was arrested the night of May 5th, but only on a probation violation for theft.

So on May 5th, I was contacted by Liberty Count Sheriffs Office (LCSO) and asked if I would be willing to come in to the station and talk with a detective, and give a written statement as to what I was told and by who, and also to see if I was willing to take custody of Rachel. Of course. That is what family does, right? I mean, I am NOT blood related to any of these people, but Joni and I had been best friends since November 1992 and I have been there since day one of all 3 of her kids lives. Alex is now 19, almost 20, and should be having a baby early next week. She has made the hardest decision of her life, and has decided to give her baby boy up for adoption, and I have helped her along with this process. I am the one that put her in contact with the adoptive parents. They are my family and they will be amazing parents to the baby. They have already adopted one little boy, and they are beyond excited to adopt this one. I could never know the pain and anguish that Alex is feeling, and will feel over time, but I can tell you that she has matured so much since becoming pregnant that it is unreal. I have been nothing but supportive of her, and I will continue to support her with this decision. This is the most selfless thing a mother can do. It doesn't mean that they don't love their child, it means they loved them first! Alex knows that she can not take care of and raise a child right now, in anyway, shape or form. I wish people would stop talking so much shit to her and trying to get her to change her mind about this....some of these people being her own fucking mother who doesn't seem to want her own fucking kids, as she is so willing and very quick at wanting to sign papers to let her other 2 kids live with other people, yet wants to fucking fight tooth and nail for this piece of shit, fucktard Jason's 4 kids. Who the hell does that?!?!

Anyway, what has set me off today is a phone conversation that I had, where I was informed about this holy roller bitch name Carol, running her fucking head to other people about me. This is Joni's aunt, who Rachel is now staying with. (I will get to that in a minute) This bitch has never had anything to Joni or her kids. Now all of a sudden she has found Jesus and is this holy roller, and wants to be a "do gooder" and talk all this shit. Well bitch, whatever makes you feel better I guess. But just for the record, I am the one who has legal power of attorney so....keep trying to brainwash Rachel. You think you are doing good right now, but you have no fucking clue just how vindictive and manipulative that little girl can be. When all the gettin' is done, she will be done with you as well.
Wanna talk shit about my parenting, how I need to not plan vacations when it is going to cause kids to miss 2 days of school...FUCK YOU CUNT! MY family vacation was planned and fucking paid for long before Rachel was ever in the picture. It cost me another 2800 fucking dollars to take Rachel. NOBODY helped me when I had Rachel with me. Rachel decided she didn't want to be at my house because she had been lying to me the whole time she was here and I found about it and took the fucking phone away that I had gotten her, which now costs me 50 dollars a month for a phone that isn't being used. Wanna say that this is an unstable environment and that I do not take education seriously, well....guess what bitch, I guess that is why I have a 14 year old going into high school this coming year with college credits already? He makes straight A's and has missed less fucking school in all of his school years than any of Joni's kids did in a fucking semester! I guess that is why I am the one that convinced Alex to go back to high school and graduate, and try to do something with her life?!?
Like I said, you don't fucking know, and I can assure you that you don't want to know me. While I do not go to church, I am a God fearing sinner. I make mistakes, yes, and so do you. I don't fault  you or anybody else for mistakes. What I do fault you for is your own fucking ignorance. If you want to know something or whatever, then fucking ask me. I have no reason to lie to you, or anybody else.
I have learned my lesson in trying to be a do gooder and I can honestly say, IT WON'T FUCKING HAPPEN AGAIN. I have tried to help Joni and her kids out so many times over the years it's not funny. I am the one that took care of Alex the majority of the time while Joni ran off with the fucking carnival. I am the one that was there for her when her mom passed away, even though we weren't really on speaking terms. I have been there all of Alex, Rachel and Bubba's lives....where the fuck have you been??? Oh yeah, busy dropping all this weight and walking out on your husband of God knows how many years after you became skinny, and then finding God. Well guess, I never lost God. I talk to him daily, and I don't need to pretend to be something that I am not! FUCK YOU. EAT SHIT AND GO TO FUCKING HELL!!!! There is a special place in hell for people like you and sex offenders!

So, now to Rachel, she left my house the day that we came home from Disney. She went to go stay with her Nana, which is where her brother is at. As I was dropping her off with her Nana, I confronted her on some stuff that I had found out that she had been lying to me about, and I took her phone away. That is when she decided that she wanted to go home to her mom. She did not want to live with me anymore. I know Rachel well enough to know that once she's got something in her mind, then she is going to do whatever to get her way. I have 2 kids of my own that I have to worry about, and I can not be having her act a fucking fool around my kids. She likes to put her hands on people. She would beat the hell out of her own mom, and kick her in the stomach. That shit would not fly around this house and she knew that. I told her from the beginning that if she ever put her hands on my kids, or myself, that I would beat her down like a fucking grown woman, and I wasn't joking  and she knows that.

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